It was enough, I couldn’t live that life any longer. The pain was too much, the pressure too heavy. I woke up every day with negative thoughts in my mind. Depressed, pressured, and far away from happy, without a smile. I couldn’t handle it any longer, and that’s why I quit. To start new! To find “the Why” in my life.
What happened?
It all started when I was in school, everything seemed to be good and the truth is, it was good. I had friends, worked on some projects (hobbies), and had fun living my life. I did what I thought was right. But things changed over the years. I decided to do an apprenticeship in business administration, after that I worked for different companies in business administration and with time I felt more and more that my life is meaningless. The question I’m asking myself is how is it possible to lose all hope in life in such a short time? Having a job that means nothing to me, having no hobbies anymore, no friends nor relationships. It is not that I had thoughts to kill myself, but nothing would change if I don’t wake up the next morning. And I definitely wished that a lot. I did nothing relevant in my life that I can be proud of. That’s why I decided that something needs to change. I knew it was time for a new chapter in my life. A chapter with happiness, excitement, and hope again. Because somehow I lost all the good feelings over the years. Going through the day always in a bad mood. Without achieving anything or feeling well
What now?
I quit my job and also quit my apartment at the end of 2022. In 2023 I will try to find joy in life again while traveling around the world. I will try to find my happiness and my smile again. My search for all these emotions will start in Mexico on 1. January 2023. Mexico will be the first destination of my world trip to find myself and my purpose in life.
What can you expect?
I will travel the world until I don’t want anymore or until I will run out of money. I will do whatever I want to do and I will do whatever I think is good for me. Therefore I cannot promise anything, but I will for sure share all my experiences, my feelings, and my progress at this time. I know times like that can be difficult and I want to share my own experiences with all and hope that I can help or maybe inspire some people with the same/similar problems.
It is never easy to write about such a thing and it took me a lot of time to finish this post. But in the end, it feels good to write it down.
Did you also have times like that when you didn’t know what to do with your life? let me know if you want to share your experience.
Feel free to follow me on my self-healing path!
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